My year 1: Academically

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I have never experience academic break down like I did in 2019. I can completely remember the week I cried to school. I had GSS classes which was always by 7:00am. I got so fed up due to the events that happened. I would cry from home, then I’ll wipe my tears when I reach my uncle’s apartment. I’ll tell my uncle that my eye is itching that’s why I had a red eye. Most times my sister will video call me before classes and I’ll try to hold myself from crying. I’ll listen to hip-hop to cheer myself up. It was like hell.

I can never forget 14th October, 2019. I saw my result in the midnight. I was so depressed. Events before my exams made me feel the badluck but I didn’t want it to ruin my mindset. The next week, I had test back-to-back. I was so worried. I regretted every decision I made academically in the previous years. I had to pick myself up and go to school.

It looked as if my year 1 was a complete failure but it wasn’t. I’m very grateful for year 1 academically. Honestly, do not make any situation make you regret any decision you made. Don’t think you have failed in life cause you haven’t failed. Always remember Philippians 4:13 “We can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth us” Amen.